



Ross emailed me a couple weeks ago and pointed out the fact that we only have 6 days of weekend time where nothing is planned before my due date. One word... YIKES! So Saturday was spent running around, birthday parties, pop up shops*, a casino night** plus 1 nap. Sunday was spent nesting. We set up the borrowed crib {thank you Kelly!!}, cleaned out our closet, re-organized clothes, found more baby clothes, did a bazillion loads of laundry {including shoes and other things that you would only clean if you were nesting}, got a dog house for the Syd Dog {yes Syd will be sleeping outside and no it wasn't my idea}, and the day ended with take out "taco burritos" from
Rimel's.
Part of Ross's nesting ritual is planning a "last hurrah adventure" with some good friends, his dad and brother. I wouldn't be human if I didn't admit that it is kind of funny... I mean is Ross going to be up all night feeding? probably not BUT he is such a hands on dad {and supportive husband} that he really does deserve a "last hurrah." Maybe some of you have adventurous husbands so you can relate... a 48 hour adventure takes weeks and weeks of training and hours of planning... Above is Ross ~ after a day of schlepping and listening to me melt down in my closet about the position of my rocker ~ planning his big adventure. I get it. Men are warriors and they need to get their wiggles out.

*Bink & Boo's Pop-Up shop was so great. Bianca you are so talented and probably THE one compelling reason for me to find out the sex of the baby. If you haven't given a pair of her booties as a gift or fed your little one with one of her bibs, you MUST!... She sews everything herself and uses all vintage and found fabrics... love!
**Saturday night my mom, Ross and I went to
Miracle Babies Casino Night. Ross was killing it at Black Jack which meant that we got lots and lots of raffle tickets {in fact I even think that they gave us too many... pretty sure it was $100 chips for one ticket but they were giving us 1 ticket for every $10}. Any way I was running out of gas but wanted to listen to Dr. Daneshmand speak before we left {he is my OB and the MOST. INCREDIBLE. DOCTOR. + he started Miracle Babies}. He gave a beautiful, teary talk and introduced a mommy named Corinne. When Corinne started talking I couldn't tell if her story happened 5 years ago or a year ago and then it hit me. She had her baby in March at 25 weeks which would have made her due date only 2 weeks before mine. I couldn't hold back my tears. She told how devastating it has all felt, rather then her baby growing in her womb she said "my baby is growing across the street." She has a one year old at home and multiple times a day she goes to the hospital to feed her 32 week old. I walked up to her after her talk and told her that I wanted her to have our raffle tickets. I tried to run away because I didn't want to completely loose it on her {she was so strong during her talk}. But she grabbed my hand and asked "how far along are you." I said "30 weeks," I looked her in the eyes, we held each other and cried. There is no reason that it is her and not me. I am crying just typing this. Corinne I have thought of you all weekend and pray with all my heart for the day that we can have a play date with our little miracles. {I know you don't know me... but I will find you ;)}